Thursday, July 2, 2009

忽然想起一个故事

小时候 经常会被要求背诵, 忽然想到这一段中的 “一人、一桌、一椅、一扇、一抚尺而已”。

京中有善口技者。会宾客大宴,于厅事之东北角,施八尺屏障,口技人坐屏障中,一桌、一椅、一扇、一抚尺而已。众宾团坐。少顷,但闻屏障中抚尺一下满坐寂然,无敢哗者。遥闻深巷中犬吠,便有妇人惊觉欠伸,其夫呓语。既而儿醒,大啼。夫亦醒。妇抚儿乳,儿含乳啼,妇拍而呜之。又一大儿醒,絮絮不止。当是时,妇手拍儿声,口中呜声,儿含乳啼声,大儿初醒声,夫叱大儿声,一时齐发,众妙毕备。满坐宾客无不伸颈,侧目,微笑,默叹,以为妙绝。 未几,夫齁声起,妇拍儿亦渐拍渐止。微闻有鼠作作索索,盆器倾侧,妇梦中咳嗽。宾客意少舒,稍稍正坐。 忽一人大呼:“火起”,夫起大呼,妇亦起大呼。两儿齐哭。俄而百千人大呼,百千儿哭,百千犬吠。中间力拉崩倒之声,火爆声,呼呼风声,百千齐作;又夹百千求救声,曳屋许许声,抢夺声,泼水声。凡所应有,无所不有。虽人有百手,手有百指,不能指其一端;人有百口,口有百舌,不能名其一处也。于是宾客无不变色离席,奋袖出臂,两股战战,几欲先走。 忽然抚尺一下,群响毕绝。撤屏视之,一人、一桌、一椅、一扇、一抚尺而已。

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

friend's birthday

haha
handan's b day yea and Ren Ren KTV again.

cant avoid the drinking part once you are there

i stopped drinking eversince the puke i did 2 weeks ago after too many beer.

She was there, well dressed and make uped. she took a ride from other guy instead of calling me, thats fine. ever since i started to make her as my target, i dont think i saw any signs of she is interested in me. she hang out w/ me alot and we talked a lot, but i dont see how she treats me differently than treating her other guy friends.

well, what can i say, maybe i believed the "Nice guy" theory from jennifer and actually tried it for the first time.

I took my time, we went out like >10 times, instead of hitting on her when we just met because i thought this is the way of doing long term relationships. But i guess it didnt work well since i dont see any signs of she is interested in me. I was still being "too nice" to her even i was trying not to, i enjoyed being nice, and ended up messed up, maybe....

The book Melvin gave me is about the "Game Theory", and it reminds me that I do not have a game setted up yet, so maybe i should let this person go and try some new things.